STEP 1 WRITTEN INVENTORY
Step 1. We admitted we were powerless over alcohol – that our lives had become unmanageable.
Consider these questions, which are borrowed from meetings and recovery literature. Add your own as you see fit. Copy and expand this template in your own notebook.
Consider responding in detail with specific examples, rather than rote yes's or no's.
I POWERLESSNESS Physical compulsion :
What were all of the types and amounts of alcohol and drugs I used, from my first time to the present? What did it cost me or others (purchases, income, fines)? Emotional cost?
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When have I experienced the abnormal physical reaction to alcohol? [‘One drink leads to another.’ Suggestion: Describe the last drink or a similar episode in detail.]
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When did I recognize that I lost control of my drinking? [I drink to excess. I cannot stop when I want to. Heard in a meeting: “When I drink I break out in a binge.”]
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In what ways have I attempted, and have failed, to control my drinking? Did I use alcohol, or did alcohol use me?
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What were the things I did while acting out on my disease that I would never do when focusing on recovery? (ie: destructive behavior, loss of memory and blackouts, being abusive physically or verbally, insane and suicidal behaviors, etc.)
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What would my life be like if I admitted being powerless over alcohol and other dysfunctional behaviors?
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What other aspects of my life am I powerless over?
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In what ways has my disease been active recently? How do I behave compulsively?
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