[LookingOut]

A person on our board is an angry, bitter person. It blinds her to relationships and priorities. Even though she is a major pain in my side, I try to pray for her because it must be miserable to feel like that all the time. I pray for myself to have acceptance and let it go. God has allowed me another time of trial and I can swing from anger to fear to anxiety. I have to put it all in His hands and let go. I had to decide between sticking my head in the sand and ignoring a situation or doing the right thing about it. It still may not come to a just resolution. It made a hard situation for myself and a neighbor. But I had to choose to do the right thing and then let go and let God. Remaining steady and joyful in the situation is a struggle for me. God is teaching me and I am willing to learn.