Just for today, I will allow myself to grieve the passing of my friend. I am not sure if that is the issue or whether I have the flu, could be both. Again, it all comes down to acceptance of what is in the moment. Don't fight it, accept it, and then you can move forward instead of being stuck in the situation. Recovery is a process. Just because I have been in recovery for several 24 hours, doesn't mean that life stops happening. It is one day at a time.
