Just for today, I will live in the moment. I will not project into the future and tell myself, what if? My son is ill and he won't go to the doctor and I am worried about him. Not sure if I need to do an intervention. He has been to treatment before and he chooses not to go there. It is let go and let God. I just have to accept the fact that he may choose to carry the message, "to use is to die."