Just for today, I will trust the process. My son informed me that I always worry and that I was alright and there was nothing wrong with me. He doesn't see my body as I do, and he discounts my pain, because he knows I have it every day, whether I tell him or not. He says, "You always have it mom." It is the new aches and pains that had me stressed today until I realized what I was doing. I start the new medication for my heart on Tuesday. In the mean time, I am detoxing my body from the old, so I can start the new. How can I forget, that is how it works.