Just for today, i accept what is in today and ask for nothing more, nothing less, I can't wish my life away. What was important, happened. i made it over to my NA home group and chaired the meeting. I didn't get to play bridge. If I had forced myself to go to bridge, I know I wouldn't have made it to my group. I couldn't stay out of bed today. It was get up, go back to bed, get up and go back to bed. I had to set the alarm in case I didn't wake up in time to go. The alarm woke me up after 8 hours of sleep.