Just for today,I will relax and allow myself to have fun. There is a couple of camp out coming up in August, one in AA and one in NA. my body doesn't do camping these days, I can have fun in others ways. I just have to accept what is in today and have fun anyway. As the saying goes, we can have as much fun as we give ourselves permission to have. I keep meaning to find that park bench and sit and enjoy the great out doors, or just enjoy some quiet if I am lucky and I can bring my book.