Just for today, I will pray for the willingness to be willing to go to sleep. I thought I accepted the fact that I was prepared to die in my sleep if it were to happen as a result of my sleep apnea and my decision not to get the apparatus to wear when I am sleeping. Things are okay with me and my God, and I pray for His Divine Will for my life and I am still here, so He seems to have more faith in me than what I have for myself.
