It's our choice for all of us, no one else is ever going to be able to choose for you. Only we get to choose if we're going to make recovery be part of our life, but before any of us get to make this choice all of us have been given the opportunity to see things on both sides and not all of us will get this, or are all of us afforded this same opportunity of being able to choose. Making this choice has never been an easy one for anyone but for those who have chosen to be in recovery it's always been worth the difficulty that we have gone through in making this choice. Some of us will think that we might be special because of being given this choice to make for ourselves, but the truth be known there is nothing worse for any one of us then knowing we have blown our choice, by choosing not to be in recovery and just giving our choice away, and then having to live with knowing we have done this. The only thing that is worse than living with knowing this is dying from this and unfortunately for all of us who choose not to be in recovery that's all that is left for us to do now. It's because of what we all have chosen for ourselves that we're all going to get. Some of us get to go back and remake our choice, in the meantime many of us will die before we can.