New to this way of life

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I have been an addict for years. First it was weed, then alcohol, and finally pills both anxiety and opiates. I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. Every time I'm ready to get better and start a at home detox I get so overwhelmed with the physical sickness and also the sickness that lives in my own head.. Then I revert back to my old ways to start the cycle all o er again. It obviously isn't easy or everyone would quit. I'm hoping joining this site will help strengthen my mind so I can have the power to change my life