Forgotten Memories

[MajestyJo]

Didn't get anything from this earlier, all I saw was religion. Just got off the phone with a friend, and we talked for four hours. A lot of what we talked about was about letting go, being open to receive, instead of blocking things because they were against your old tapes, your religion, or they were something you were willing to accept about yourself and/or others.

So much of our dis-ease is because of what we learned growing up, living in dysfunctional families or environments, and we become products of our environment. We can't know what we haven't been taught and just because we were taught, doesn't mean it is right for you.

Go to the Source, don't always listen to hear say and or what you are told is right. Find your own truth. Build a relationship with the God of your understanding. Much of what I was taught was the reason for my dis-ease. I lived life fearing that I was going to be struck down at any moment, and I made the decision that I might as well be killed as a sheep instead of a lamb. I remember the fear at 6 years old, prior to that, most of my mind is blank. Mixed messages, especially those that were talked and not walked, left me very confused, insecure, and fearful.

God never goes away, I do. I didn't look for that Good Orderly Direction and got lost.